Dear Diary,
Our new office lacks warmth. It lacks a lot of love. Its very quiet and it not at all lively compared to last time. I hope we are able to instill and inject loads of love and warmness inside the new office. I like the decor. The styling. Its very different from other offices. Its feels like an advertising office like what Julia mentioned.
Today our HR is full compared to our last few committee meeting where one of one couldn't make it. HR full other team is empty lah. Its rather saddening that the turnup was rather less. I wanted to talk to kok yeow and myo shwe. I think I have more chance somewhere in the future I guess. Oh gosh I miss Julia so much can.
Eddie said that both of us partners left so both of us will team up and partner up. I want pressies from Japan. I hope can receive soon. Yesterday Veron wear pink office suit. It really look very different from usual and I find it look different. I like her when she wears white.
Ok yesterday Veron touch on one topic. My biggest fear: Commitment. I have commitment issue I admit it. It takes a few people to tell me that I have commitment issue. I just can't commit at all. Veron touch on a few points especially in relationship.
I ask myself how much I commit to a relationship. The rate rather bad. The passing mark is 100% and gosh how much I failed miseralbaly. I want to commit 100% to everything I do. Be it WBG, CHA, relationship, NS, family or studies. I just stun very badly there. Even though Yu Shan and Joyce was like crazy crazy beside me.
I just sit down and really think for myself a lot. What is the things I want truly? I don't have the answer. I miss myself a lot.
With Loves,
Zu:lk
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